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The Endless Journey

"A person is never as quiet or unrestrained as they seem. Or as good, as bad, as vulnerable, as strong, or as sweet. We are thickly layered, page by page, behind simple covers. And love - it is not the book itself, but the binding. It can either rip us apart or hold us together."

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Monday, November 27, 2006

God knows what's gotten into me these days. It has NOT been good for me; not at all. And I've only myself to blame.

Even the happiest people have their insecurites; so how can I possibly escape from it, right?

And all that I could see in myself ever since Friday were flaws, flaws and nothing else; in the pursuit of being a better person for you.

And I can only wonder why it happened all of a sudden, why it triggered such an emotional reaction so deep that I couldn't get my hands on the reigns to control it.

Paranoia's got the best of me right now.

I ask of your patience, please. Help me get through this.

And to top it all off, my dearest Ahsanul Qoshoshi left for Indonesia to head home today. It didn't feel like 10days.. It felt like hours. And though I swore to myself that I wouldn't shed a tear, the floodgates opened just as the gates for flight GA843 became open for its last call.

It's probably gonna be at least another 5 years til I see him again. Ever. But I'll wait.

For as long as it takes.

The darkest blue, for that's how I'm feeling.

X O X O; 12:33 am

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